小熊的心情家园

这里说的度假是指没有演唱会，不用顺便进货
不用带着电脑，最好手机都不带
只是去放松一下，哪怕是窝在宾馆里聊天睡觉
睡饱起来出去觅好吃的，吃饱散散步回去继续睡都好
可看起来完全没有能实现的希望
请不起靠谱的客服，外加头顶上两座大山
就只能自己活活被折腾死

再者也找不到人陪我一起去
因为其他人都有双休日，可以尽情干这些事情
没必要跑大老远花老多钱犯傻
特地去陪我？我是没这个魅力
生来就是不会有人搭理的命
眼巴巴看着别人小指头一挥就一群人跟着
我来试，保证一个没有
于是我试到自卑了，现在能不试就不试了
以免哪天受打击过把自己从杯具弄成餐具

本来想过今年要去云南玩玩
但想到最近几次进货，才4，5天
还每天电话电脑的保持联系
结果还是一回来就得逐个收拾烂摊子
上次30号到家的，有些烂摊子到现在还摊着
那如果一走十天一个礼拜的，回来不知道要鸡飞狗跳成啥样

于是我还是得整天呆在电脑旁边
看个美剧都得不停被人折腾
web三国杀都只敢观战
生怕这边几个叮咚
那边就有人发个系统消息说珍惜生命，别和某某玩

说着说着发现又两点半了
这就是我的人生啊

习惯真是个很可怕的东西
很多习惯是什么时候形成的自己都不知道
只是当某一天无意中改变了才发现原已经根深蒂固

如果是主动的习惯还比较好
比如习惯每天早晨起来抽烟
只要自己不怕以后得肺癌
没人会阻止你
就不必刻意改变它

如果是被动着习惯的就麻烦了
比如你的狗每天非要粘着你，渐渐的就习惯了
但总会有那么一天它没法再粘着你了
你无法控制但又免不了失落
偏偏就是会被迫改变的习惯比较多
比如每天都上的bbs可能会突然关掉
每天都聊天的人可能会突然消失
每天都用的电脑可能会突然崩溃
长期关注的球员会突然退役
等等…………

还好我还没有像Sheldon那样的强迫症
最多在改变了以后煎熬一段时间吧

晚睡也是个很不好的习惯
真希望能改掉。。。

NOV. 25, 2009

TO ALL OF MY FANS:

I would like to announce my plans to retire from the National Basketball
Association. I always thought that when I left the game, it would be because I
couldn’t help my team the way that I was accustomed to. However, that is not
the case.

I still have tremendous love for the game, the desire to play, and a whole lot
left in my tank. I feel strongly that I can still compete at the highest level. 

Stepping away from the game will allow me to spend quality time with my wife
and kids. This is a reward that far exceeds anything that I’ve ever achieved
on the basketball court. I have prayed for this day and I see it as my greatest
gift.

I want to thank the people of Reebok International Ltd., for always allowing me
to be me and for supporting me my whole career through all the ups and 
downs. I have enjoyed 13 wonderful seasons in the NBA, and I am grateful. 

I want to first acknowledge my fans everywhere, who have been with me
throughout my entire career. Without you, there would be no me. You should all
know that I appreciate your support from the bottom of my heart. Thank you!

To Michael Jordan, Magic Johnson, Isiah Thomas, Charles Barkley and 
Larry Bird,you guys gave me the vision to play the game that will be forever in 
my heart.

To my Mom, who encouraged and inspired me to play every day, and to all of
my family and friends who stood by me from the beginning. Thank you!

To my high school coach, Michael Bailey, Coach John Thompson at 
Georgetown University, Coach Larry Brown and to all of my other coaches,
 teammates,administrators, owners and staff who’ve been a part of my career, 
Thank you as well!

I’d like to give a special thanks to the people of Memphis. I never played a
home game for your beloved Grizzlies, but I want you to know how much I
appreciate the opportunity given me by a great owner in Michael Heisley, and
the support of the city. I wish the Memphis Grizzlies’ organization all of the
success that the game has to offer.

And finally, to the city of Philadelphia: I have wonderful memories of my days
in a Sixers’ uniform. To Philly fans, thank you. Your voice will always be
music to my ears.

God Bless all of you,

ALLEN IVERSON

天蝎月是不是阴气太重了，不太适合我
最近就一直在倒霉一直在倒霉，还跟一般的倒霉不太一样
整个感觉就是被缠住了，根本没办法化解的那种
如果等射手月来了还不好那就有必要去哪里求个平安符了

不过我现在也不那么有所谓了，所谓的倒霉也就是失去
失去钱，失去时间，失去朋友，失去工作
失去安全感，失去对其他人的信任……无非如此
但有两种人不怕这些，一是什么都有的，二是什么都没有的
我现在就算什么都没有的那种吧，传说中的横竖横

看起来今年又没预算买衣服买鞋子了，非常不高兴
本来想生日给自己买个手机做礼物，现在也还得再犹豫一下
据说心情不好的时候应该去购物排解一下
那心情不好却又没有钱要怎么办才好呢
原先小人说年底的时候可以先还我一点钱进货的
现在看起来基本无望，而我还没开始正式的大规模进货就已然负债累累了
我联想到我爹以前会把股票全抛掉借钱给别人
但我家买房子的时候，却找不到一个肯借钱的人
我怎么就把我爹娘的所有缺点给继承了过来呢
大概我们一家门都脱离现实世界太远了，还要以为别人都和我们一样

还没有想出来今年生日要怎么过
本来是想找个好玩的地方自己去玩的，但现在没钱没时间了
于是最终就和平时组织的活动也差不多，吃个饭再随便玩一玩
其实有时候想想索性就什么都不干也挺好
我不用费力组织活动了，别人也不用费力找借口不来了